s o r r o w

[serenity]

ini puisi-puisi favorite gue yang gue liat di ka ge atau sumber lainnya tentang sakit ati...
kalo mo nambah si lahkan.. tapi tentang sakit ati yah! mo sakit ati ama tetangga, ama keluarga, apa ama mahluk yang namanya COWOK/CEWEK ! ;D :D:D

[morningdew]

lha?? mana dia puisinya? ;(:(

[Huo Long]

Iya nih... :D :D

[morningdew]

gue aja deh yang posting ;)

bluish sky
starry night
feverish wind
wondering why

heaven help
enlighten this heart
rain please wash
this sorrow aside..:(

[serenity]

Hush...hush...warung belom buka kok yang dateng nekat duduk ::hhh:: ntar dulu lah hay... ibu warung nya lagi ganti baju..
malu diliat!!

ps: ::maap:: actually gue keburu disconnect tadi ;D halo Huo & md entar ikutan ngisi yah! walaupun salah satu dari kalian lagi berbunga - bunga :)

[serenity]

md kok mirip yah ;D sehati kita... padahal gue bikinnya tadi malem tuh!(lihat bawah)

this is for someone kalo lagi capek dan ngantuk mukanya jadi lucu dan damai....banget



[diedit oleh serenity, 12-01-2001, 03:51 PM]

[serenity]

Dark Shadow

Peaceful eyes sound asleep
kiss your lies with my lips

strange dark shadow moving in
heat of light cold pouring rain
send my soulmate back again....

~end~

[morningdew]

ser, tentang ponakan lo yah? :)

btw, puisi gue semuanya instant, selalu gue bikin pas mosting :)

[serenity]

bukan... kebetulan waktu buka bareng,mo pulang ada yang ketiduran di pundak :D:D

[serenity]

Lyrics taken from a song by Brian Mc Knight

[i]Show me the way back to your heart

Every night I walk a lonely street
I walk down alone
Searching for a light
your light to lead me home

Leave a candle in the window and...
Let it shine for me
Take my hand and..
Take this tears away
I can't stand the pain

I'm on my knee
Begin you please..

Baby won't you show me the way
back to your heart
Let me see a sign
To Know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road that lead back
to your heart
to your heart

[serenity]

[i]= Leaving =

Like dropping sand in open hand
You are slipping trough my fingers
Leave me wondering and lingers
Are you leaving me ..darling ?
Love just four letters in a word
But sometimes it stab like a sword

[serenity]

a complete version of

=[i]Vertical Horizon=

Don't want an adventure excite
Just one Silent night
When you hold my hand tight
Frequent heartbeat of delight

Not a leap of exhilaration
when you throw me up in the air
but forget to catch my emotion
when I fall in despair

Can't keep up to your changing
Inside deep I'm aching
Curve line of longitudinal wave
Exit sign of whatever we have

When our mood in motion
You and I like vertical Horizon
Burning flammable caution
A Vertical Horizon

-ruang segi lima-01.duaribu satu

[serenity]

= Linger =

Here rests her head upon the lap of Earth
The youthful lover, to fame unknown
Fair was not her fate on her humble birth
As melancholy marked her for her own
Large was her bounty, and her soul sincere
Heaven did a recompense as largely send
She gave to misery all she had, a tear
She gained from Heaven all she wished; A friend
No farther seek her merits to disclose
Or draw her frailties from their dread
There they alike, in trembling hope reposed
The kingdom relinquished and the queen deposed
Listened to footsteps across the empty halls
Stared at the ceiling, bare, discolored walls
There she knelt for prayer, lost in Zodiac zone
Here she lighted candles, and she slept alone.

[morningdew]

hehehe...jadi pada punya corner sendiri2 ya sekarang ;) way to go, sis :)

[serenity]

=[i]Dream=

Let me borrow your heart
To explore and to look at
I like what i see, I said..
Will you be mine
or shall I have to wait?

Can not undo what was already done
But my dreams are brighter than the sun
Altough my dreams like fragile glass of wing
But..isn't fragile the most beautiful thing?

~fin~
[diedit oleh serenity, 16-01-2001, 11:39 AM]

[serenity]

=Black & White=

As clear as black and white
your shadow leave the light
painful tears I have to fight
the faintest smile as we say goodbye
while you cut our love - our tie

[tonedef]

inside us all
-----------------
inside us all
there is a good and a bad
you are just something i wish i had
it's too bad it had to be this way
it feels like i'm so far away
i wish you loved me
but you don't
i wish something could happen between us
but it won't

[serenity]

bagush...

[Gusti Putera]

with black mask
with black horse...
call me sorrow... !

[tonedef]

why did you do this
-------------------------
i used to care for you
i used to sit by you
i used to eat with you
i used to feel for you

but you had to turn it all around
and make it twist and turn
i had a feeling you'd do it
now i hate you

[serenity]

halo gusti, hei tone .. mampus nih gara - gara di ledekin leo nggak bisa nulis puisi lagi gue :D sialan tu anak! ::hhh::

[leo2000]

hihihi... maap... ya...

ada silverqueen, mau ?
hihihihi

[serenity]

hmph... nggak mau.. i want my inspiration back.. wee.. udah jangan berantem disini ach..!

[tonedef]

-------------------*one more time*-----------
let me try one more time
to free
what I gave you
I still love

you

this time around
I love you for all
you gave
to me

inspite
everything

inspite how you made me
feel
at night

the stars

how?
why?

words I`ll never understand
never know
push it away
I still love you
for all you are
all you wanted to be
all you made me be

this time
I will let you go
the sanity
surrendered
and inspite it all
this time
you
will
once
again
laugh

[tonedef]

hmm..sakit hati udah jadi menu utama makanan guee...

[leo2000]

tonedef,
pesan mateng atau setengah mateng ?
hehehe

[tonedef]

yg mentah aja deehhh..hmm apakah semua wanita kejam ??

[leo2000]

tidak laayaouu...

[leo2000]

nambahin :
kalau sebagai teroris,
kebanyakan wanita bisa lebih kejam...
tapi gue percaya sich, ce di forum ini
semua halus budipekertinya...
(makasih... makasih... hehhehe)

[tonedef]

ooo..masa iya ? leo

[tonedef]

why did you do this
-------------------------
i used to care for you
i used to sit by you
i used to eat with you
i used to feel for you

but you had to turn it all around
and make it twist and turn
i had a feeling you'd do it
now i hate you

[serenity]

mengutip tulisan asli oleh tonedef
yg mentah aja deehhh..hmm apakah semua wanita kejam ??
haah wanita kejam?? cowok tuh kalo mau mutusin...nemuuuuu aja alasannya, ya inilah... ya itulah.. pfft

[tonedef]

waaa... kamu jgn marah donk sama guee... gue kan ga maksud...

[serenity]

not you...not you... ::hhh::

[tonedef]

oo gue kira gue..rupanya salah paham...kirim puisi lagi donk...

[lelaledhong]

ketika hujan jatuhkan tetesnya
disini..dihati ini

berdarah disini
dipecahan hati.. ::nangis::

[serenity]

Originally posted by tonedef
kirim puisi lagi donk...

ngga' ada puisi lagi... terakhir udah di ejek leo :( udah mati deh.. :D

[serenity]

Posted by surya_ on 09-01-2001 03:03 PM

Tabir Malam

Tabir malam adalah cahaya kecemerlangan
Ketika pintu hati ditaburi kebahagiaan
Dan jendela jiwa dihiasi dengan mutiara kebijaksanaan
Cahaya hati, bukankah dikau cahaya sejati?
Yang tak hendak tertunduk pada tarian siang dan malam?
Dan tak hendak kau padam
walau langit kelam berhias bintang.

Tabir malam adalah cahaya kecemerlangan,
Ketika jiwa kau isikan butir-butir asa
Dan masa lalu adalah jejak-jejak pasir yang lenyap ditelan ombak lautan
Tak hendakku terbelenggu olehmu
Dan menarikku kembali terpuruk di puing-puing air mata duka
Karena kekuatan jiwaku
melebihi gelapnya malam yang paling kelam
dan menyejukkan di saat mentari menghadang

Belaian masa lalu hanyalah ilusi
ingin menarikku kembali dalam gelapmu?
Dan memadamkan api jiwaku?
Ahhh, Maaf sahabatku...
Kuhaturkan maaf sepuluh jari bertautan
Tapi hadirmu tak kubutuhkan di sini
Kembalilah ke ruang gelapmu di sudut-sudut jiwaku yang gelap
Dan diamlah kau masa laluku,
di bilik-bilik sempit yang masih tersisa dalam hatiku
Karena aku,
bukan lagi milikmu...


09/01/01

[tonedef]

nice..:)

[serenity]

:D nice...by surya ::hhh:: pi em udah keterima blom?

[serenity]

Posted by serenity on 10-01-2001 01:01 PM


[i]=Ending=

Hot pursue, cold ending...
Leave my heart badly bleeding
If this wound ever heal...
A scar left - reveal

[serenity]

=Broken=
[i]
Broken promises
Cold tray of ashes

[tonedef]

udah tuhhh....
see ya bsok y' all !!

[serenity]

daaah....
titip salam buat yang bisa make my 'wish' come true :D!!
ka ka en kitaa...

[Gusti Putera]

ok deh...

[serenity]

=Understand?=

How do you expect me to understand?
When I'm the one who is hurting
Like being swallowed by a quicksand
Windstorm followed by lightning

A ruin perfect rainbow
mix into a black tommorow
Fight my way trough a blowing wind
Cause loving you now - is a sin

How do you expect me to understand?
When I'm not holding you in my hand...






[diedit oleh serenity, 19-01-2001, 11:15 AM]

[tonedef]

loving you is a sin ??

[serenity]

wa eeelah tone serenity sampai buka kamus untuk liat sin nulisnya bener apa ngga... taunya bener ;D
iya lah sin.. kalo orangnya bilang..udah! cari orang lain sono! ..sin= wrong doing ... iya kan ::hhh::

[tonedef]

iya sieh...tapi sin = dosa juga kan...hmmmmm...aku juga jadi ikutan sedih ::ihiks::

[serenity]

eh ngomong-ngomong...berhasil nggak? .. :)
sedih? cup..cup..cup... jangan sedih ya nak.. :D

[tonedef]

berhasil gak ?? sabar yeee..ini masih di kampus hehehe...

[tonedef]

(e)
--------------
i know you hate me
i watch you very closely
you act all nice when i'm around
but when i turn around i know what happens
face reality i'm in your life
get over it
i know you and you know me
there's nothing you can do
i used to look up to you
you use to mean the world to me
i used to feel your feelings
i used to pray for you
i used to day dream about you
should i keep loving
or should i start hating
your so beautiful
it's too bad that you're too good for me

[serenity]

kenapa sih man always think that? too good for me? .. why? i thought that judgement is for us to decide?
why?

[serenity]

Posted by morningdew on 16-01-2001 02:53 PM

ego

please...just let it go
do you have to let it show?
isn't this enough a blow?
your stupid thing called male ego..

please, just let it go..

[tonedef]

there is no "us" disinii...hehehe...

[serenity]

:D :D tone maksud gue "us" itu kaum cewek geeetuuuh! definisi lo "us" memang apa? setau gue us itu united states ::hhh::

[surya_]

Wah, gue jarang maen ke sini nih.. :)
Numpang liwat aja..., belum bisa ikutan nyumbang puisi.. ::maap::

[BraveHeart]

same like surya ...
numpang lewat ...
btw, ngak di tembakin sinar laser kan? ...
hehehhe :D

[serenity]

hai brave... ello sur yah lagi menyunting puisi yang gue suka.. pokoknya yang ada hubungannya sama sorrow deh :) , teryata banyak yang gue suka cuman lama- lama bingung juga nyuntingnya :D:D soalnya banyak banget!
you could see yours loh disini ... kalo gue suka pokoknya pasti masuk di etalase warung :D
kalo ngga salah mas surya udah nyumbang kok! serenity judulin lagi (sesuka hati :D)
brave masak ditembakin laser aja takut.. katanya braveheart!! :D:D:D
[diedit oleh serenity, 18-01-2001, 02:35 PM]

[serenity]

Posted by tonedef on 16-01-2001 12:29 PM

lost
----------
i wish i could see
i wish i could be
the one who you love
the one above (it all)
i wish i could have your heart
make it reach the hard to reach parts
but i'm lost
in my world
there has to be an exit
i scream and i shout
please show me the way out

[surya_]

heart, ayo dong nyumbang puisi lagi.. :)
serenity, emang capek sih kalo mau diperiksa satu-satu..pasti makan waktu... :)
Tapi puisi tentang sorrow ini, emang susah sih... :)

[serenity]

Better Man

Lyrics sang by Robbie Williams

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

[serenity]

mas sur he he he bagaimana mo nulis puisi sorrow kalo lagi =in love= hehehe hush..hush udah nyumbang puisi nya disana aja... :)

[serenity]

Strong Enough
Lyrics sang by Sheryl Crow

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

[tonedef]

serenity...itu puisi yg judulnya lost diambil dari topik yg mana ya ??

[tonedef]

love is a vampire
------------------
love is a vampire
****ing my soul
lost in her empire
i behaved like a fool
you hate me now
and i just wanna die
before love destroys me
i just wanna die

[serenity]

:D wah sorry tone udah nggak inget lagee... gue ngeliat banyak banget dan gue edit satu - satu, kalo bagush yah i'll pick up :D tapi yang jelas udah topik yang di bawah - bawah.. where are you now?
oh iya yang itu kok di edit sama Ka Ge? jorok yah?

[tonedef]

hehehe iyaa di sensor yaaa...padal cuman s ***** kok...

[tonedef]

wahahaha..kena sensor lagii..wess emboh ahhhh :P

[serenity]

ooh s u c ks ! ;)

[leo2000]

What I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown

Never be
Never see
won't see what might have been

Never free
Never me
so I dub thee unforgiven...


Metallica

[tonedef]

kok lo bisa nulis sieh ?? grrrrrrr...

[leo2000]

what's up, dude ?
just gimme your poem OK

[serenity]

leo dude u must explained what metallica has to do with sorrow hmm...

[tonedef]

hmmm..makin kehabisan poem sorrow neh.. yg sakit hati rupanya makin sedikit yaa..

pain
-----
only pain is real
pain is what i feel
i hide, i sit and cry
and no matter how hard i try
i never get relieved
i feel sore
my stupid life's a bore
only pain is real
my thoughts of hope abort,
they never become will

[serenity]

::nangis:: tone kayaknya nggak berhasil ya.... status gue kok masih sama ::bingung:: hik..hik..

[serenity]

19/01/2001

Karena aku cacat
Tangan kakiku terpotong
Aku hanya bisa merambat
Jiwaku tak tertolong..

Karena aku tak berdaya
Ragaku tunduk memohon ampun
Dosaku nyata bukanlah maya
Tak bisa menawarkan apapun..

Karena aku hanya bisa melihat dari jauh..
helai rambutmu dibuai angin yang meniuh
kau diberi perlindungan
Dari nafsu cintaku yang kejam..

[tonedef]

sabar donk..hmmm...
gimana yee ??

[serenity]

Posted by surfergirl on 22-12-2000 03:07 PM


PEREMPUAN BERDOSA
Oleh : Dorothea Rosa Herliany

perempuan itu memikul dosa sendirian, seringan jeritannya
yang rahasia: berlari di antara sekelebatan rusa yang diburu segerombolan serigala.
kautulis igaunya yang hitam, mengendap di bayang dinding
tak memantulkan cahaya.

perempuan itu melukis dosa yang tak terjemahkan
ia tulis rahasia puisi yang perih dendam dalam gesekan rebab.
lalu ia hentakkan tumit penari indian yang gelap dan mistis.

segerombolan lelaki melata di atas perutnya.
mengukur berapa leleh keringat pendakian itu.
sebelum mereka mengepalkan tinjunya
ke langit. dan membusungkan dadanya yang kosong:
mulutnya yang busuk menumpahkan ribuan belatung dan ulatulat.

perempuan itu membangun surga dalam genangan air mata.
menciptakan sungai sejarah: sepanjang abad!


Februari, 2000

[serenity]

Posted by nagita on 18-01-2001 03:31 PM

HILANG

Jangan datang untuk mencari bayangku
lihatlah wajahmu, ada aku disana
tersenyum dalam air mata
kebeningannya mengusik iblis di hatiku

Jangan tanyakan apa aku masih cinta
rasakan nafasmu, cintaku ada disetiap helaannya
mengaliri darah dipersendianmu,
membuatmu hidup dalam kehidupan.

Jangan perdebatkan kerelaanku
sentuhlah hatiku,
ada malaikat bertahta disana
walau ia luka dan berdarah

Pertanyakanlah dirimu,
apakah kamu akan selamanya hidup
setelah aku kau tinggalkan?

Jangan berikan hatimu.
Ini tidak cukup untuk menambal luka
Ambillah untukmu, agar kamu dapat terus hidup
walaupun sekarat.

Jangan ceritakan kekecewaan hatimu
Mereka yang melukai kita
dan memaksa saling meninggalkan
Aku mengenalmu dengan hatiku.

Kekasihku, simpan pertanyaanmu
Kamu mengenalku dengan hatimu
Kamu kutinggalkan karena cinta
Terima kasih karena telah menyentuh kehidupanku
membawa warna yang indah dan kelabu
kusyukuri semuanya walau begitu pahit
Nanti, aku akan bangun dari kematian ini,
dan hidup dalam kehidupan
Aku harus terus hidup.
Agar dapat menguatkanmu
yang hidup dalam kematian


[diedit oleh serenity, 19-01-2001, 12:41 PM]

[serenity]

Posted by ramlif on 16-01-2001 11:09 PM

Orat Oret 2
(Ttg Kangen)

Ada saat
dimana rindu menyeruak
tak terhadang

Ada saat
dimana tubuh bergetar
dan hangat menjalar
ke segenap ruang

Dalam itu hanya ada satu keinginan
mendapati engkau sekulum senyum
berpeluk lembut jemari bertaut

Gelisahku melayang rayapi malam
coba memetakan wajahmu
di segenap ruang dan bintang
dengan garis dan lengkung

Getar rinduku bergaung
merambah alunan hembusan angin
membawa pesan hatiku
malam ini aku rindu kamu,
bidadariku...

(Desember 1994)

[diedit oleh ramlif, 16-01-2001, 11:38 PM]

[serenity]

**double posting**

[diedit oleh serenity, 19-01-2001, 01:43 PM]

[tonedef]

how my days dont end
---------------------
how many times i wish to make love to you
my nameless lover
in my mind i see you without face
your without body
you dont exist & my heart lingers
to the day when we will meet
dreams roam & my desires to place a person in your place
doesnt end

wishing to sink deep in to you
feeling you
not a day ends where i am wishing you were wishing you had me

my nameless lover
where are you
in the place of shadows of a place with no name

i cant find you
i need someone like you
to hold on to
keep me smiling forever


(ini yg pertama kali gue posting..taroh sini aja yaa ?:P)

[serenity]

:)...bole..bole..silahkan....

[tonedef]

sere...medali lo kok ada 2 seh ???

[serenity]

:D itu karena saya ka ka en dengan admin back to school.. :D

[tonedef]

Nothing is sacred
I feel no remorse
I'm sad I took the course I choose
Nobody knows
How I feel for you now
And nobody knows
Just exactly how much you kill me
Or how bad is the pain
Nobody knows that inside I cringe at the sound of your name
For 24 hours your on my mind
And for 24 hours it's hard to find
An ounce of pleasure in your eyes
Your eyes that light up when I say bye
Maybe this is good
And maybe this is fine
Maybe your heart will melt in time
But until that day comes I'll be so sad
You were mine that I never had
I hope this all works out in the end
And if not I don't know if I can say friend.

[tonedef]

sebenernya gak kkn kok..sere

[morningdew]

tonedef, i like your above poem. is it yours? :)

[tonedef]

hmm...nope
setidaknya gak 100% buatan gue ndiri..:)

[serenity]

asli tone yang puisi yang persis diatas kereeeen banget.. i must say..that was one of your best! keren bro!

[tonedef]

hmm... mungkin krn gue bener2 ngerasain apa yg gue tulis kali yaa....
thx all..

[tonedef]

ini juga diambil dari yang lama...

3:45
------
3:45 and my eyes are still open
And I'll fight against slumber
Until it takes over
Why waste any of my time
I'd rather waste my time
And my sleep
Living a future of fantasy
My dreams have come true
I would have rather stayed
Sound asleep

It's our wants that motivate us
When there's nothing left we can't move on

Last week, oh wait, four years ago
I felt the need to go
And make myself better
What the hell was I on?
I can't bear to watch myself
In the reel inside my mind
Making a fool of myself
I've become so much smarter
Yet so much dumber

Innocent dreams
You haven't called in a while
Does it hurt to spend a dime?
I've been lonely
I need to hear your voice again
It takes my cobwebed heart
And brings me back to life

I know it sounds crazy
I know it sounds lame
I know it sounds like everything
I promised I would never say
It sounds like I have given up
It sounds like I gave in to you
You just wait, I will be back
And if I don't return
I will live on

Five minutes ago
I made a fool of myself
Didn't you see?
You gave up
You gave in
You should have known better
But I know better than that
But I guess it's all over
And I have nothing to say anymore
And I bet you're glad
Because I never had anything to say at all
I'm just pretending
I am just living a dream
That will probably never come true
Why didn't you slap me and wake me up
From this horrible nightmare it will become.
Has become.

[serenity]

::nangis:: tonedef hiks hiks kesindir abis gue sama puisi yang terakhir...... ::nangis::

[tonedef]

wekss....kok kesindir ?? yach jadi nangis deh tuww...

[Gusti Putera]

aloo Seren, alooo Tonedef...
aloo Jakarta... Deep Purple is coming...

[tonedef]

weks..deep purple ??

this is love ?
---------------
can't sleep
though my eyes are heavy
bleeding and blackened
barely functional
just rambling
in search of a better world
a better life beyond pain
non-existant

expectant
and waiting for it to get worse
the numbers climb
things just get more lost
meandering, no purpose

1281 days til i die
fix me beyond repair again
work your magic to break my bones
i always do something wrong
nothing is ever enough
no more

[serenity]

tone one step closer please..... :)

[tonedef]

One Step Closer
----------------
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Shut up when I'm talking to you

tuhh sere :)

[tonedef]

tambah lagi neh..masih lagunya Linkin Park...kli ini judulnya..
With You
-----------------------
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You / Now I see / Keeping everything inside
You / Now I see / Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No, no matter how far we've come I
I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you

[serenity]

aduh jadi ingin beli kasetnya eh..pinjem :D:D

[tonedef]

dasar gak modal hehehe..

[serenity]

:D (naik dulu ach!)

[tonedef]

alone
--------
im so alone
the empty room presses onto my throat
bending not breaking
prolonging the pain and anguish
i cannot cry out against this injustice
i watch those before me
healthy laughing blissful
and it is as if i am behind a glass
alone
i cant barely hold my head up
maybe to catch a glimpse of you
my love my salvation
im bound by my misery
gagged by my loathing
tied back
holding back
my screams

[serenity]

please...
I do not need your pity
Or another word that you're sorry
I just need a minute
to figure out an exit
Prepare my boat and sail
another time to exhale
....

please...
[diedit oleh serenity, 28-01-2001, 03:32 PM]

[tonedef]

kalo hari Minggu posting dimana ? sere

[serenity]

maunya sih dari plaza senayan sambil nonton jackie chan :D

[tonedef]

hmmm...sapa tuh yg ke ps nonton jackie chan ?

[tonedef]

distance
----------
Born into this curse
Detached and dissolved
Your so far away
But our souls are like one
Permanently merged
As I wait here and wonder
If you'll ever come back
The scenery remains the same.....

[serenity]

bagus tone...

[tonedef]

hehe kok tau gue lagi ppake baju bagus sie ?

[serenity]

jijay asrijay bajay.....

[tonedef]

hei..tulis yg sorrow2 lagi donk....
hmmmm...apa yee ??

[tonedef]

In The End
-------------------
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
So hard

One thing I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
linkin park

[serenity]

ini ... lyrics..or u your own sentences tone?

[tonedef]

kan lyricnya linkin park ....

[serenity]

maklum...belum pinjem..taunya one step closer doang..;D bagus juga cukurannya :D cukur di mana? duduk dulu yuk ngopi :D

[tonedef]

hehehe....kopienya enak ga ?

[serenity]

kalo nggak enak lower your standard hehehe :D ...dzhiegh

[tonedef]

Teenager
--------------------
I climbed your arms
then you pulled away
a new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more I scream
the more it seems
that now I'm through
now I'm through
with the new you
I drove you home then
you moved away
new cavity moved into
my heart today
the more she sings
the more it seems that
now I'm through
now I'm through
with the new you
new you
(deftones)

Hiks....

[serenity]

oh ini toh si deftones.... (kok aku nggak pernah denger ya?) metal atau pop alternative?

[serenity]

Tick tock ..sound of the ticking clock
Kiss please as our farewell bliss
Sleepless tired heart under the blue
Close chapter one open chapter two..

[serenity]

Where can I put my trust?
When all I hear is your lust
Your lies is a rhythm in your heartbeat
Sometimes need a cut to see how it bleed
Why takes a fire to finished
Burn your memory until it vanished
Into thin air…
Nothing is unfair?

[serenity]

Here I stand between uncertainty gate
When letter to my misery sent
I stood by and patiently wait
Mud covering my shoe
Still I stood by and wait for you
Without a single sign or clue

wishin you...

[diedit oleh serenity, 01-02-2001, 03:39 PM]

[tonedef]

sorry neh sere gue kasih lyric lagunya incubus ya ....

I Miss You
-------------------
To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.(?)
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.

[serenity]

it's all right do what you like here.. :)

ah jadi kangen sama yang ngga ada.. :D:D
eh ini incubus yang di omongin di music yah ;(

[tonedef]

waduu..iya kali...belom liat forum musik neh

[serenity]

Lord...
I'm alone drifting in the dark ocean
Shivering cold and tears of emotion
Lord, I ask another question
If future misery feels like before
Please don’t save me anymore
Let me drown this time
And I’ll be save and sound

[NapiBadung]

ck...ck...ck kasian yah ;D

[tonedef]

yesterday i killed myself
-----------------------------------------
3 days ago i decided to kill myself.
and i did.
i left myself vacant and sad.
watching my mother lift my cold body from the warmth of the hurting earth.
holding my hand, prayers for my lost soul.
hopes dissolving like the sugar in cold coffee, like the aspirin in my blood stream.
my heart slowly quieting my skin into sleep.
it didn't rain that day, but it rains now, strong heavy tears from my father's pride.
yesterday i killed myself, without love, abstract needle marks.
alive in sorrow laced cigarettes hidden in my clutched palms.
beautifully planned regrets, i love each knot, i loved each pill on it's way down....on my way down.
warm socks in hospital beds, silent quotes of nurses who never understood.
today i killed myself, without names, without love.
i pray for a tragedy that ends when the sun comes up.
and i hear my soul smile when i pull the needle out.
and i hear my soul smile when i finally go home

bye....

[ramlif]

husy, dosa... dosa!!!
:D:D:D

[morningdew]

sorrow
a word that i used to borrow
an emotion deep within my grief
my consoling broken heart

sorrow
a form of sadness covered with tears
something i've been friends with for years
a painful being living to die..

[serenity]

ndew gue seneng yang the last sentences..living to die hehehe ;D
tone can you hear me :D *mengguncang-guncang badan tone*well if you can..aneh ya tapi yang bye terakhir it rhymes ya...bagush...apa lagi yang bagian my father pride..:D

[serenity]

Confuse

When dark cloud steals the light..
Fairy serenity dare not fight
Just one breath in..and breath out..

I know you love me
I saw you did so
But in denial you said no
You said no..
Is that my hand you're holding?
why won't you let go?

[tonedef]

But I still love you
-----------------------------------
I could give you my heart
But for what purpose
It slips through your hands
And you stomp on it
you dont even realize
That its fallen on the floor
Turn your head, please see
the remains of what you crushed
my hopes, my dreams and future
I just wanted to touch you
but you created a barrier
So thick, so transparent
Go ahead, hide behind it
like the deer you are
I hate myself for loving you

hoplaa..naek lagi !!!

[morningdew]

Originally posted by serenity
ndew gue seneng yang the last sentences..living to die hehehe ;D

serser dear, don't we all live to die? :)

[serenity]

there are theory of love, written under sphinx's feet
one:
how can i love someone so much and he did not love me back
two :
how can i love and hate at the same time at the same person?

[tonedef]

Jadi si Sphinxnya di angkat gitu ??

[tonedef]

arise
----------
Test me and watch me fail
I lost everything but I will prevail
Ill wake up and all clouds will part for me
Sun will come out bright and shine to let me see
Ive got the scars to show my attempts
You got what you deserve, Ive got no regrets
I will rise up above all else and watch you
I know you lied, because I am all true
Guide you into spirits emtpy meadow
Walk out to me with your head low

[tonedef]

have a nice v-day y'all !

[serenity]

cuuurang ....curaaaang....how could you...engine#14 ....curaaang..

[serenity]

I failed to understand

I can offer you nothing,
You said with a sigh…
But I demand to walk on rainbow
And bathe in sunlight glow
Then a silence dry..

I can offer you nothing,
You said with a sigh….
But I insist to walk on rainbow
And bathe in sunlight glow
A silent dry….
And we say goodbye

As time flies
I realize
Your offer is more
Then a sun or a rainbow’s end
Your offer is grand
And I failed to understand
That your nothing was everything
I realize what I’m missing

I can offer you nothing,
You said with a sigh….
I expect nothing,
I said with a smile
I just wish you were here


14 february - a wish to a whispering wind



[diedit oleh serenity, 14-02-2001, 10:14 AM]

[tonedef]

kekekekeke...sorry yaa..abisnya semalem gue ga ada kerjaan..jadi OL malem2 dehh..iseng2....

[tonedef]

valentine's day
-----------------------
tear drop lingering on my pore
my shadow walked away
careesing touch it slashed my palm
my weakened hands they lay

my fractured heart bleeds blue
the dialtone of her song bites down
the fragile hand that held me up
it crashes to the ground

her lies give me my energy
my eyes dont see in depth
and they warned me once and twice again
but she's already left

[serenity]

name

your name is sparkling
in the sky
it looks dazzling
but i can not fly
i try to reach for it
but it is far above
and i have nothing but love
.....

your name still sparkling
though my heart trifling
i am wishing..
[diedit oleh serenity, 14-02-2001, 01:09 PM]

[tonedef]

outside
--------------
and you bring me to my knees
all this time that i
all the times that i felt insecure
and i leave my burdens at the door

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you

all this time that i felt like this won't end
was for you
and i taste what i could never have
it's from you
all those times that i tried
my intentions
full of pride
and i waste more time than anyone

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
cause inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you

all the times that i cried
all this wasting
it's all inside
and i feel all this pain
stuffed it down
it's back again
and i lie here in bed
all alone
i can't help what i feel
tomorrow will be okay

i'm on the outside
i'm looking in
i can see through you
see your true colors
inside you're ugly
ugly like me
i can see through you
see to the real you
(staind)

[Arr3n]

Allow Ser... ::bye:: :D

Gua ngga mosting puisi ngga papa kaan... soalnya gua bukan penulis seehh cuma pem-forward aja.. hehehe :D

I just wanna say "hai.." :)

[ramlif]

allo, serserrr :)
allo ren
apa kabar semua

ikutan ngecap jempol, ah! biar kayak planet holywood:D:D

[morningdew]

allo ser,
chin up, my dear
tomorrow mother nature
will bring you a rainbow :)

[ramlif]

alo cayang dew :)
kok masih di kantor, sibuk ya?

[morningdew]

iya nih, masih sibuk. sibuk terima telepon :)

[serenity]

hmmm... in alphabetical order :
allow gula :D ... n'tar gue pas kondangan ikutan di undang kan! hehehe.....
allow ndew wah..gue udah okay sekarang, mulai pakai kepala dingin dan ngomong sama bokap gue :D though he won't listen :D at least i tried :D

ehm..ada yayang .. yayangan di sini.. cuba yah! perasaan lebih di warung ini di charge lebih! ;D yah..nasi padang atau [b]toto chan [b]deh!

[tonedef]

ada yg sombong..yahoo gue ga di jawab euy !

[tonedef]

already dead
-------------------
and im weaker
then i ever thought
that i could be
you think you know me
but im just your nobody

and i wish for
a friend like you
to fill your shoes
but you cant be replaced
if you could it would be a waste

when will i be found
when im underground?
or maybe when i drown?
im already DEAD

and im sickend
by the though of
you and him
your my best friend
guess we've reached the end

and when i think of you
i think what you get into
i wish that you knew
the whole truth
wish you saw the whole view

when will i be found
when im underground?
or maybe when i drown?
im already DEAD
- jeftones -

[morningdew]

Originally posted by ¤°tonëdef°¤
ada yg sombong..yahoo gue ga di jawab euy !

bukan ngomongin gue kan? :D

[morningdew]

Originally posted by serenity
hmmm... in alphabetical order :
allow ndew wah..gue udah okay sekarang, mulai pakai kepala dingin dan ngomong sama bokap gue :D though he won't listen :D at least i tried :D

sabar aja ya, ser :)

[serenity]

toney sorry message lo satu pun ngga ada yang masuk i have no idea :)

[tonedef]

17 tuh hari Sabtu yaa...lo OL dimana sere ??

[tonedef]

**** You Whore !!
----------------------------
I reached out, but my hands must have turned to grey smoke.
Because you just looked at me, and you laughed.
Why?
How could you do something like that?
Your strange way of showing appreciation of a friend confuses me.
Could you please explain to me what I should do.
I have done everything I know, but an unamused face is all you have shown.
Thank you for laughing at me.
It gave me everything I needed to hate myself.

[serenity]

oh..please..please turn that Y thing on right now..please...
weks! apaan tuh special pakai botol! tuing..tuing

[tonedef]

heheh sorry....aku bingung...kamu lebih suka juragan kentang ya ??

[serenity]

yah improvisasi lah charlie! :D you cold do better than that :D

[serenity]

hold me..

hold me...
when all my world are falling apart
when everything goes anywhere but right

hold me...
just pretend that you care
hold me and watch me break
the burden is more than i can bare

hold me..

[serenity]

please rain...erase his footprints from my heart
cause it hurt so bad
and it feels like a nightmare i can not wake up...
please rain..

[tonedef]

aku laper ...

[serenity]

masih mending..guwe makan siang jam 4 banyak kerjaan..baru sadar pas tangan en kaki guwe udah dingiin semua...

[morningdew]

Originally posted by serenity
please rain...erase his footprints from my heart
cause it hurt so bad
and it feels like a nightmare i can not wake up...
please rain..

rain can wash away his footprints
but it can never erase the mark
he engraved on your heart
just be patient
and let time do its' miracle
[diedit oleh morningdew, 19-02-2001, 04:58 PM]

[tonedef]

kado..jadi gue disuruh buat warung sendiri neh ??

[serenity]

jangan... stay here..
the two of us could make a dangerous lailason
don't you think?
:)
[diedit oleh serenity, 19-02-2001, 06:11 PM]

[tonedef]

owke deh kk

[morningdew]

ehm..ehm..;)

[serenity]

:D :P ;D

[tonedef]

ngomong2...lialason tuh sapa tooo ??

[morningdew]

Liaison kali yak maksudnya? kayak film aja lo : Dangerous Liaison :D:D:D:D

[Arr3n]

Kenapa gua mendapat kesan kalo di forum ini semuanya terlihat berpasangan.. ::devil:: :D

*kecuali gua ama om Surya..* :D

[serenity]

weks! udah salah tulis (spelling) ketauan lagi sumbernya ;D tuh film bagush ya ndew..diikutin sama cruel intentions :D

[morningdew]

Arr3n, kamu kan berpasangan ama Oom Surya : oom & ponakan :D;) lagian, sapa aja sih pasangan2 di forum ini? :D:D

serser, sialnya gue blm sempet nonton dua2nya tuh. semalem gue nonton Duets, bagus bouw :)

[tonedef]

gue pasangan ama sapa ?

[morningdew]

beneran nih mau gue sebut disini, toney???? :D:D:D gak takut loe? ;)

[serenity]

eh jangan salah..gitu gitu surya udah sama gue..kita punya perjanjian kontrak nerbitin buku puisi..ya sur_ ya..:D
kalo laku semua keuntungan untuk yang nerbitin :D :D

[tonedef]

ketombe ?? sapa takut ??

[morningdew]

serser, surya tuh pasangannya Arr3n. lo kan pasangan ama si ketombe yang diatas gue nih :D:D:D:D katanya gak takut kan? ;)

[tonedef]

You just hurt me
========================
So it came from behind
and punctured my skin
ripping apart all that stood
in its sharp, cold, way
splicing all that which made me
I never felt the pain
spread over my body
maybe it was because
you cut the nerves that deal pain
but i think better yet
the pain you delivered
was too much to feel
it was soft, but violent
it was loud, yet gentle
nonetheless, It is done
and I will move on
hopefully someone new
will join me in aid
hopefully....

- secks -

( Tinggal gue sendirian deh ...:( )

[tonedef]

look into the mirror
what can i see?
damn, a real horror
is that me?
i can't stand my face
anymore
and i can't stand the wait
anymore
dig a hole, right now
for me
then pull the trigger
please, set me free
don't you die yet, kill me first.
don't you cry before i burst.

[morningdew]

ntar juga dia balik lagi :) sabar aja ya..:)

[tonedef]

yang ngisi sini..sekarang tinggal gue donk :(
temenin ya dew :P

[tonedef]

fück you all !!

[tonedef]

I ll give you everything
But thats not good enough
You want so much more
**** the blood from my veins
Extract the rest of my soul
With your cold heart
Dreams are evaporated
Hopes are decaying fast
Along with images of you
Left buried in the sand

[surya_]

Originally posted by Arr3n
Kenapa gua mendapat kesan kalo di forum ini semuanya terlihat berpasangan.. ::devil:: :D

*kecuali gua ama om Surya..* :D
Makanya gue perlu kenal lebih dekat dengan sekretaris baru boss elo itu, R3n.. :D:D

[surya_]

Originally posted by serenity
eh jangan salah..gitu gitu surya udah sama gue..kita punya perjanjian kontrak nerbitin buku puisi..ya sur_ ya..:D
kalo laku semua keuntungan untuk yang nerbitin :D :D

Hahahaha...emang serinity jiwa bisnisnya boleh juga... :D:D
Udah dikumpulin belom tuh puisi??

[tonedef]

pieces of you
----------------------
the thundering clouds cant even match
the beating of my heart when you are around
the smell of rain in the morning, is no match
for how i feel for you,
your beauty untouched,
your mind is like no other,
the sound of your voice,
echoes thoughout my heart and my soul
these are just few of the million pieces
that are apart of a masterpiece called you (e)

[morningdew]

allo toney, i miss you & kado :(

[tonedef]

kado bsok ikut KSKG gak ?? lo ikut kan ?? md

[morningdew]

gue gak bisa ikutan, ini baru balik dr bandung :(

[tonedef]

oo gitu..oleh2nya mana ???

[mountaindew]

ZORRO by mountaindew

man in mask
he rides so fast
he is so humble
always ready to rumble

his name is don diego
but not from san diego
his weapon is sword
just like the old spanish lord

he always left a z
maybe his too busy
to spell his full name
ain't that a shame..

eh salah ya ini warung sorrow gue kirain zorro :D:D:D

[tonedef]

my friend
------------
I kiss the wind
I kiss the rain
but I can't kiss my friend
I love the moon
I love the stars
but I can't love my friend
All I can embrace
is my emptiness
I feel lonely at night
but I no longer want to die
and I no longer want to fight
against myself
and these amazing feelings
of love, of hope, of peace
Someday we'll be together
my friend and I
until then I will love
and kiss
the sky
(e)

[serenity]

charlie...
bagaimana pesta KSKGnya..... ;D
nonton the cell yuuuk
hehehe

[serenity]

ah kangen... lagi ah....

I want to be much than more while I watch you...

sampai sekarang masih suka banget gue sama penggalan kalimat itu .. :D

[tonedef]

alo kado..gue ga jadi ikut KSKG..soalnya mules...gara2 makan nasi goreng malamnyaa....eh btw...the cell itu jelek..kata kakak gue hehehe..mendingan jugaa....DUDE where's my car ?? hehehehe
Eh tumben neh jenguk warung..lagi kaga ada boss yee ??

[serenity]

I do't know... hwe hehehe
apa aja deh! nggak ii di kator lama gue..gue bolos.. :D and put that y! thing on! :D

[surya_]

Wah...serser udah balik nih.. :)

[serenity]

not really...:) i'm signing off...
this web reminds me so much of...someone i can not hold...
by the way..kok belom email? ada applicant yang potensial? kemaren lupa tanya alamat emailnya :D

[surya_]

I'm sorry to hear that.. :(
Alamatnya email gue, coba tanya ama si MD.. :)
Ada sih kandidat, tapi gue belum ngomongin tuh...

[serenity]

lah koq pakai perantara...:D

charlie! komputer baru gue compaq , monitornya hyunday....tapi lah kok memorinya cuma 16 mb :(

[morningdew]

berarti gue patut berbahagia dengan memory pc gue yang 10 gigabytes :)

[mountaindew]

MD, orang ngomongin memory loe koq ngomongin hard disk :D:D:D

[tonedef]

alo kado ama md...

[morningdew]

hehehe...salah gue, yang bener memory gue 64 MB :)

toney, pa kabar? lama gak ngobrol yak? kemaren gue nyaris jalan ama si kado, sayang gak jadi :(

[tonedef]

iyaa..kado juga ngajak gue..tapi gue gak bisa..

[nagita]

Mata itu menatapku.
memelas. kasihani aku.

Kutatap bayi dalam gendongannya
terpanggang terik.
terbalut sarung kumal
hanya untuk sekeping koin??
mana ibu bapakmu, dik?

Mata itu menatapku.
memelas. kasihani aku.
makhluk mana yang merampas masa kecilmu
dari kehangatan ibu bapakmu?


Peace...
Nagita

[coymistress]

Originally posted by nagita
Mata itu menatapku.
memelas. kasihani aku.

Kutatap bayi dalam gendongannya
terpanggang terik.
terbalut sarung kumal
hanya untuk sekeping koin??
mana ibu bapakmu, dik?

Mata itu menatapku.
memelas. kasihani aku.
makhluk mana yang merampas masa kecilmu
dari kehangatan ibu bapakmu?





sedih :(

[coymistress]

taken from Placebo's "Without you I'm nothing"

Without you I'm nothing

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide.
I'll take it by your side.
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide.
I'll take it by your side.
Instant correlation ****s and breeds a pack of lies.
I'll take it by your side.
Oversaturation curls the skin and tans the hide.
I'll take it by your side.

tick - tock x3
tick - tick - tick - tick - tick - tock

I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen,
I seem to lose the power of speech,
Your slipping slowly from my reach.
You grow me like an evergreen,
You never see the lonely me at all

I...
Take the plan, spin it sideways.
I...
Fall.
Without you, I'm Nothing.
Without you, I'm nothing.
Without you, I'm nothing.
Take the plan, spin it sideways.
Without you, I'm nothing at all.

[serenity]

weks i just notice a few new comers....
who is this mountaindew? kok kayak kloningan ya hmmm...curigation guwe...;(
halo miss and nagita..kok warung lo ngga ditrusin lagi? atau masih - dasar gue aja yang ****? ;D
hehehe...
charlie hayo lagi! ini peninggalan jaman purbakala
posting lagi ah
dari pada ilang!

[serenity]

billions

I'd give billions for that face i can not touch
but i do not have that much...

I'd give billions for that figure i can not hold
but I own no gold...

So I just watch from the far
Hoping you'll notice the scar
So you'll move closer to mention
the scar you see
your reflection
in me...
[diedit oleh serenity, 16-03-2001, 10:18 AM]

[serenity]

ehm coba ibu md sebagai spell checkers nya :D

[tonedef]

Selamat Sore Sodara2....

My Angel
============
Her beauty lies beneath her rags
that smile hidden by irony
sweetness expressed w/ uncertainty
jealous rages embrace w/ hope
her wings were only glued
her rusting halo fell into her eyes
she is deformed, yet defined
but this angel she cries
tears of sadness glide over her cheeks
yes, she too can feel like any mortal
the world she watched from above
fell into its own self-distruction
discrimination and hurt was all she seen
for she could do nothing but watch it
slip a
w
a
y
the once brillant light that had shown down
was nothing but icey darkness
so the deformed angel let her wings crumble
for good
and watched her halo detirate
she took one last look and
began to fall below
not to save us... but to save herself

[tonedef]

perfect
======================
i looked past her eyes
and saw violet
time wasted, left behind
embracing anew for the first time
she has faded.

everything was perfect (it was so easy)
staring into you.

pulling needles from my eyes
with a breath untied
hope was cold
now i can feel it
and i can taste the oxygen
again.

everything was perfect (it was so easy)
staring into you.

unbound, unwind.

[tonedef]

an unfinished thought...
===============================
stardust slips though my fingertips
just like how dreams are better left unknown than to lose what you always felt you've had
but never really held

[tonedef]

broken wings
======================
i've fallen behind again
but it's nothing new to watch me grasp for air while you stand there and laugh
it wouldn't be out of the ordinary to glare at me in ignorance while i cling on to life and claw at your mirror image
it's times like these that i'm not afraid to die cuz sometimes broken wings can't be healed
and broken confidence won't let me fly
i can't understand why my words don't sting like the blood in your eyes and i wish i could taste your smile
just for reassurance that maybe it was worth the lost battle of hope all along

[tonedef]

All because I Love You
----------------------------------
Sometimes I just feel like taking a dagger and ripping open your stomache
and toying with your insides, tying them in knots so they explode
but instead I hug you and smile and give you that kiss
and hold your hand against my chest all because I love you
More often than most times, I want to run this steel edge along your throat
and watch the carpet soak up the blood while I draw cave figures in it
But instead I wrap my arms around you and pull you near
and nuzzle your neck all because I love you

But on rare occasions, I want to show you how much I love you with all my heart
I want to kiss you and hold you, and tell you that you mean everything to me, cuz you do
But instead I take my fathers gun, and shove it in your mouth and make you beg
But still I pull the trigger, and your brains make a heart shape on the wall, all because you love me

[BraveHeart]

wow ... speechless ^_^

dark poetry kaya taya? :)

[serenity]

Originally posted by tonedef
an unfinished thought...
===============================
stardust slips though my fingertips
just like how dreams are better left unknown than to lose what you always felt you've had
but never really held



suka yang ini....

[tonedef]

alo sere..gimana kabar kompie loe ?

[tonedef]

The knife shifts slowly
from her hand to mine
in part
or in whole
this was premeditated.
A rush of crimson
flows down my neck
compare the best
against how you are
and you'll see
you were never really meant to be.

[tonedef]

"You Were The One"
==============================
You were the one I called to whenever I was sad
the one who cried so many tears when you were feeling bad
You were the one I laughed with the one who picked me
the one you made me smile things were really tough
You were the one I trusted with my deepest secrets
the one who talked me through all my regrets
You were the one who walked with me underneathe the sky
the one who who held my heart our when I wanted to die
You were the one who told me that you were happy never sad
the one who often had a smile which mad me feel bad
You were the one who's smile brightens up my day
the one who I love with all my hear but I can never say
You're still the one I love more than anyone out there
but you're the one who doesn't know how much I truly care

[tonedef]

need you .....
=======================
You are a million miles away,
And my hands smell like your hair.
I smell them lightly,
A suddenly the distance closes.
Your right in my bedroom,
Yet so far away.
I could reach out and touch you,
If you were real.
I need to hear your dialtone.
I can see the light in your bedroom,
It's on, and I hope that you're thinking of me.
I pray everyday to God that
I could just spend one day with you by my side,
That my hands would forever smell of your hair.
And I could recreate you.
My mind can't do your beauty justice,
And your scent on my hands won't last forever,
But just for this night,
Just for this one night, when I need you,
They will do.

[serenity]

poor soul badly wounded
will a bowl of honey
make you feel better charlie?
:D

my compie alive and beautiful :D

[tonedef]

Excess Baggage
==============================
Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them
To you

And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom
From you

And I'm eaten alive, by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with I can't easily hide
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It’s not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
Until I'm not alive

When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?

I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with
From you

I'm so sick of this place
This taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It’s not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
‘Til I'm not alive
staind

[tonedef]

help me..plz

[serenity]

Baywatch babe to the resque... :D

[tonedef]

tidak baek mentertawakan penderitaan orang laen...

[tonedef]

A Love Story
========================
Right now I'm speechless my words don't sound right
Not said out loud is this story I write
It happened one night as swift as the wind
We started to talk and soon became friends
As the days passed our friendship soon grew
My feelings were changing into something new
From friends to much more I knew what it was
I was falling for you I was falling in love
No that isn't true, though my feelings are strong
I know it comes close, but love would be wrong
It was only a week and true love takes time
But maybe someday love we will find
And now you are gone far away from me
Sweet memories and thoughts are all I can see
I'll sit here and wait, for a girl, for a friend
Waiting for love so my story will end

[BraveHeart]

Love will you find
and it shall come ....

[tonedef]

Fear
and you're not near
pain
and you won't soothe
me
I cry
it's so unfair
wish hard
wish you were there
I'm not asking
for more
than a minute
with you
just to caress
your skin,
and kiss you,
once,
then die
or lie forever
near you

[tonedef]

gileee...ga ada yg batuin gue disini neh :(

[BraveHeart]

if she is the one meant to be with you
then she will...

but if she is not...
have to let it go ..

life is up and down,
sometimes you slipped a little...
but gotta get up and walk again ..

sometimes is dark ...
but the light will come..

you will not see only one rainbow in your journey.
But you will see more rainbows trip by trip..

and remember to put the rainbow in your life back pack,
so you can retrieve it and smile at it, whenever you need it

....

everybody are walking in their journey of life.
be strong, and you will make it.
you will make it...
yes you will...

[tonedef]

"remember i will always love you, even as i tear your f*cking throat away"
tool

[silverjade]

Who am I to sit in this body ?
Not a best,not a princess
who am I to blocked by this palace
not a cage,not a forest
angel,angel come to me
take my soul,bring to eternity

[tonedef]

save a distance from yourself
just in case you want one
or two maybe to say hello
the ones passing by so quickly
run and you will slip me
see you around some other time
enjoy the silence of myself
with you, to laugh
to cry, goodbye

[tonedef]

Bloom
==============
In green eyes,
i see flashes of flesh
hot and alive.
beyond a dead shell life,
biting at my wings.
the one breathe,
starting my new lungs.
reborn.
from death without and without,
tattooed skin of my one
my love.
i took down hell in 7 days,
to get to heaven in june.

[tonedef]

Sanctuary
================
I want to sing,
a loves lullaby of hostility and pain.
To keep me from
a bath full of blackness.
All fear in a blue sky.
I feel so arrogant
when they stare.
Never will they know,
fear in my eyes.
Never will i show.
When the beat kicks in
i want to sing.
On a pedistle amoung
a thousand dead.
I need to show my new skin.
A thousand sliding to me
make them dead, off with their heads.
I feel like a king.

[tonedef]

I step down the dark stairway.
Into a long hall way.
I look out towards the end.
But I see no end.
Handles on doors along the wall.
Aged paint peels off the wall.
I grip, turn, and open doors.
Theres a great amount of doors.
Inside each one I see a heart.
Hollowed out, it is my heart.
What am I searching for?
What have I been searching for?
Nothing more.
I cant take this any more.
Oh please give me nothing more.

[tonedef]

I just want someone to hold.
Why cant I just get a hug?
I dont even want a kiss.
Just someone, anyone to hold.
I just want someone to hold me.
Where is she?
Where is the one Im supposed to hold onto forever?

[tonedef]

Why cant I just go home?
Home is where Im supposed to be.
Its calling, calling.
Its calling me back home.
Whos voice is this that I hear?
Why are you calling me home?
Oh, it doesnt matter.
I just want to go home.
Death, death is my home.
Come inside,
come inside she says.
Welcome home.

[serenity]

tadi jam 3 pagi ketemu tikus di tempat tidur...hiiiiiii....(terjadilah the fight of the century today the human race win..tomorrow is another fight.....)

gue mau pindah kost an ah deket trisakti grogol!! :D:D:D:D

[tonedef]

wahhh..klo uda bilang2 yaaa..jadi kan bisa maen klo gue kuliah di Grogol :P

[tonedef]

screaming into my own eyes
breathing frozen in my lies
shivering
the reigns cut in my sides
withering
in my own self i try to hide
true... you see thru it all
i could never shake this
never undertake this
i won't... will... can't....
i apologize
before you
silencing thru reckoning
pretty ponies all around me
dance and whirl in windy circles
something's got to give....
you... you see thru it all
face this always never
i will make it better
next time won't you see me
seeing everything
gazing with breathless lungs
upon the beauty we've created

------------------

[silverjade]

Originally posted by serenity
tadi jam 3 pagi ketemu tikus di tempat tidur...hiiiiiii....(terjadilah the fight of the century today the human race win..tomorrow is another fight.....)

gue mau pindah kost an ah deket trisakti grogol!! :D:D:D:D

____________________________________________________________

huehehe :D termasuk kesedihan juga tuh.Tapi bagiku mending tikus daripada cecak 8D

[serenity]

hei silvergreen lets change sanctuary.. :D

charlie quit whining...the world is bigger than you thought

someone who sink so deep
could fly up high
even higher


mau dugem ngga malam ini? kakak gue dugeman ke crown gue lagi nunggu diajak hehehe ;D ttapi kayaknya gue maksain diri ikut :D