Sheaded Tears

[serenade]

It was more than any word, nor any spell could tell
My most precious property had been broken;
My heart needs to be repaired,
It's longing to get mended.

This feeling is strongly weeping, it's taken over my eyes
Now, it's hard, so much harder,
to think of you without bursting in tears,
to recall lovely memories without tasting their bitterness,
to hate you without loving you..

I swear, if only I had been given a choice of to love or to hate,
I definetely prefer to hate you..forever..

You've caused me shading blue
You've caused me turning down
I should've loathed you for that
I should've cursed you for that

But I never did, nor will ever do.
I don't know when I'll end up bringing this kind of heart with me.
I'm waiting for the day, I"m searching for the minute..
God, please show me the way, I beg You.

March, 22nd, 2K

[Al Gibran]

ya Tuhan...sedih banget sih

tapi nggak apa bentar lagi kamu juga udah bisa ketiwi lagi. Syaratnya ...positve thinking about life.
ok?

[tukanggosip]

serenade...life is beautiful, do not waste it. so please cheer up ya !! :) :)

[anak monyet]

should i shed a tears for what i've done?
should i yell for what i've acted?

i'm kid no more
a youth in his way to find his life
young one who will make a lot of mistake
and will learn how to understand
for mistake always give something to learn, not to avoid
coz something doesn't have to go black and white

the tears you bring give me joy
not for cursing, but to an enlightment
the one that i can't achieve by laugh
path you give will be fun
with tears and probs

fear nothing, buddy
coz god always with us, in our heart
he sang with you, won't leave u in a sec
let him take u, whenever u down and lonely
and let him do the rest...

[serenade]

None could ever blame you
Nothing would ever change you
It might’ve been written down in your heart
It might be the kind of path I’m walking through

Yes, there’s a heaven way up above
I believe in God.
For He wouldn’t put us on a mountain we couldn’t climb
Wouldn’t show us the river we couldn’t swim

It takes time, they say
It does take ages, I’d say
I’m willing to live my youth gaily
And let the memories swept behind

I’ve been too much precious to even shed a tear, they say
I’ve been too much innocent to believe in love, I’d say
At least the little bird has learned to fly
Fly, from a different part of the horizon

April 8, 2k

[anak monyet]

they called it tears coz it need to be sheaded
so why worry to let it comes?
learn and failed
cry and angry
for what you are
but never quit
don't let everything comes in your way succeded their plan to crush you

may i share the tears with you?
for i've lost it somewhere
when west wind blown through my windows
to take it away with hatred and unforgiveness

many says time heals
for me, time is a big liar
for it never done anything
except company us

look in mirror
ask the person, how long will this be?
don't ignore the tears
just ask how long this will be?

we grow from joy and tears
so we build up with joy and tears
until the time comes...
we go with joy and tears