These is what I feel....

[bLuE^tEaRs]

When last night I looked so deep into your eyes,
I saw the part that would always make me melt inside,
But this time I felt like I was falling apart,
I wanted to fall into your arms,
To tell you that I was sorry,
I know that things are different now,
That people change when they're apart,
But you are the only one that can make things right,
That can mend this broken heart,
And as I walked away last night,
I turned and said goodbye,
I looked at you for a moment more,
Trying to hold in my cries,
Trying to hide this heart so sore,
Trying to cover my sighs,
But when it was time
For me to go,
I didn't know what else to do,
But leave your loving side,
As I whispered the words I love you...

[bLuE^tEaRs]

Missing You At The Ocean

Alone, I watch the sun set,
Orange, pink, and gold
Thinking of our time together
Wishing I had your hand to hold

I seem to sit forever, watching
The sun melt into the sea
And a kaleidoscope of colors
That are shifting peacefully
The sky turns a rich purple

From the pleasant pale azure,
I thought that I was over you
But now I'm not so sure.

For every moment of every day
I can only think of you
But know you're gone and longing for you
Is all that I can do.

The sky is now a navy blue
And the moon is starting to rise
But all I can see in my empty world
Is your deep and soulful eyes.
Before I leave, I look up and see
The sky is midnight black
And I wish on every twinkling star
To someday have you back....

[bLuE^tEaRs]

My Question

I have a question inside of me
It stays inside my head
I know you told me once before
But I don't believe what you said

Those words which you told me
Made my world brand new
But now I'm left with doubt
And I know I don't trust you

When you left the tears kept flowing
You tore my world apart
You hurt me more than anything
You pierced and broke my heart

And now I'm left with questions
But mostly left with one
It's something I need to know now
Then I can no longer run

And now I stand here thinking of us
The love which we once knew
And the question escapes my mouth
Was I ever loved by you?
:(

[bLuE^tEaRs]

You Left Me Here

come back to me
rejoicing and free
your final mission here is complete
but still your memory i daily meet
you will live through me
and i will live for you

no more pain. just light, bright light.
you deserve this rich reward
i love you still,
as i loved you then,
if i could laugh with you just once again
I'd sell my soul,
pay whatever toll
to see you as you were then,
and stand next to you just once more again.

[bLuE^tEaRs]

I just don't know what to do
Do I supposed to chase him again?
Or just kept it to myself alone?


sOmEoNe'S hUrTs HeRe,
:(

[LoverBoyz]

Oh indahnya dunia ni http://www.contrabandent.com/pez/kao/otn/63.gif

[bLuE^tEaRs]

hix hix hix hix
:(

[clown_ingen]

when I was so deep in sorrow...
and almost losing my faith
you came to me with your white glow
and then you said

I do feel what you felt
that love might kill
but I won't let you fell
for I, stand by you still

since that day you cheerish my life
sharing every laughter and smile
for you will always in my life
though you far apart in miles ...

dedicated to whom it might concern

[bLuE^tEaRs]

For someone that I love......

A Fool Like Me

Why does it hurt so bad
To lose something I never had
To have these feelings and nothing to do
Just sit around and wait for you

Why is it so hard to move on?
Knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where happiness is?
Even though there's still a fizz
In my soul when you are around
Your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder
I lost it all in one little blunder
By not telling you how I really feel
Trying to act like its no big deal

Now I know the nature of my errors
I just wish I could get rid of my cares
Yet I can't now my heart won't let me
Get rid of a person who fills me with glee
Just by hearing his sweet name
Knowing my feelings are still the same

I must move on to a new life
Leaving behind my feelings and the strife
I am only human and I am weak
But for you there was a beautiful streak
I would do anything to repent the day
When you hung on my words waiting to say
What I really wanted from you
I chose the wrong words for an excuse

Now I am on a new track
I know now I can't have you back
No matter what I do or how I try
I have lost the apple of my eye

[bLuE^tEaRs]

Part of me laugh
Part of me cry
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there joy?
Why is there pain?
Why is there sunshine then the rain?