rebecca
17-12-1999, 12:42 AM
I have always had so much to tell the world how much I love him. However, somehow right now, it seemed that I have a sad sad story to tell.
We started being in love with each other in January' 99. It was a wonderful feeling to be sharing my love with this wonderful darling of mine. Though due to some reasons he had to leave me. I was seriously ill. It
hit me so heavy and hard. Why him, I asked myself? Nobody could give me an answer.
Life, life was never fair to the both of us from then on. And now, he made up his mind that this time, he really wanna me to leave him cuz he though that so many differences between us. It struck me so much harder this time round cuz I know when he made up his mind, it's never easy to change it.
I am devastated. I keep on asking myself, why, why him? Why do this to me when he is the one I know I wanna spend the rest of my life with? I do sincerely love him,
but the love I have for him is like a wedding vow for the past several months we had been together.
It wasn't just simple 'I Love You'. I wanted to be with him through happiness, sadness, illness and everything else that could ever happen in life, why can't I just be allowed to do that?. I am really at my end of my wits this time. Someone, somehow, could give me a clue or lead to let me convince him that I really really want to walk through this with him?
True love is what we have between us, but fate just played a joke on us. I love him. Even if he shut your doors on me, I will still love him and I will not give up so easily.
We started being in love with each other in January' 99. It was a wonderful feeling to be sharing my love with this wonderful darling of mine. Though due to some reasons he had to leave me. I was seriously ill. It
hit me so heavy and hard. Why him, I asked myself? Nobody could give me an answer.
Life, life was never fair to the both of us from then on. And now, he made up his mind that this time, he really wanna me to leave him cuz he though that so many differences between us. It struck me so much harder this time round cuz I know when he made up his mind, it's never easy to change it.
I am devastated. I keep on asking myself, why, why him? Why do this to me when he is the one I know I wanna spend the rest of my life with? I do sincerely love him,
but the love I have for him is like a wedding vow for the past several months we had been together.
It wasn't just simple 'I Love You'. I wanted to be with him through happiness, sadness, illness and everything else that could ever happen in life, why can't I just be allowed to do that?. I am really at my end of my wits this time. Someone, somehow, could give me a clue or lead to let me convince him that I really really want to walk through this with him?
True love is what we have between us, but fate just played a joke on us. I love him. Even if he shut your doors on me, I will still love him and I will not give up so easily.